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OMG i can't believe tht its almost FEBRUARY!!!! cepat nk mati:/.
WOOOOOOOH!okay so today was girls day out. hahah .went out with my mum:D. it was fun. thanks for the new pencil case:). hihi. okay so we watched The Toothfairy. it was awesome. i laughed my head off and i think i left it in there HAHAHHAAH-.-'. i sat next to an indian man. hes big and bald. tgk rambut dia pun takut jugak takut end up mcm tu. HAHA. okay soo, i dnt knw why but it was just me and him yang gelak tak ingt dunia. aha sad je. oh my mum sempat tidur dlm tu lagi .hahah haih.

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went home tidur tak ingt dunia haha. err we were on the phone+skyping cause he couldn't find his mic. haha and i was bored talking ALONE. so yeah. good idea jugak kan ? hee;D


oh hmmh, the whole day of today headache je. and my neck sakit nk mati!!!! taktau kenapa:S. since ysterday actlly, but today at around 1 dtg balik the headache:S. takut ah, nk pegi check this tues.
oh and i found this article and i think this explains it all. hmh :S

Neck Pain:

Causes

A common cause of neck pain is muscle strain or tension. Usually, everyday activities are to blame. Such activities include bending over a desk for hours, having poor posture while watching TV or reading, placing your computer monitor too high or too low, sleeping in an uncomfortable position, or twisting and turning the neck in a jarring manner while exercising.'

heh okay. MUAAAAAAAH<3

where is it ?

this song is just so cute. i cn cry by listening to it .ahha. nah lagu ni best sgt:)

it has been a week heh? not easy:S
hmm okay i'm so boreeed right now. i can't sleep. we've started moving stuffs to the new house. very tiring. but i couldnt help much cause of my finger. hehe.
i dnt knw wht to talk about, really.

had fun:P
Zamil Aufa:)

god bless you.
MUAH

like a knife

cause today, you walked out of my life
cause today, your words felt like a knife
lalalala~~
OKAYY SOOOO
was late to school cause semua tak bangun. pagi2 lagi dah tgk muka cikgu disiplin tu mcm singa nk mkn org-.-'. whteverrrrrrr i ignored her. haha
during our PE lesson, our PE teacher asked us to write "things that make you happy" and "things that you hate most" in both your school and personal life. well, mine was a lonnngggg list. especially in that things i hate most list. and it was somehow quite difficult to list down things that makes me happy. but yeah it was a good activity la sebab dapat express everything. wehee:). i bet she'll be like "wtf is this girl's problem ni?" reading my lists. haha. sorrry;S

soo class went well. everything is as usual. english class was so boring:S. physics and bio was funn;D. ohhh haha, i would like to apologize to syamimi causeeeee, hmh. okay i was late, so tak sempat nk balut my finger tu. masa physic class terlanggar baju sndiri, bammmm darah balik. kebetulan darah tu kena mimi pnya paper work. really sorry. the blood just wont stop. mcm air pipe je dia minitik2 semua padahal langgar my sleeves je. wthell kan ? haih. my physic teacher tgk pun dia ckp veryyy menakutkan. hihi. sorry eh mimi. hee
okay so i was not as excited as before to wait for the bell to ring.
reached home, had lunch and yeah.

went to see the doctor. she cleaned my cut. and then put some stuffs on it. the worst part is, she gave me this one painful injection yang sangat menyakitkan smpai skrg ni pun sakit jugak:S. GRRRHHH. haha, but believe me, all this physical pain i'm going through is STILL not as painful as wht happened.

daddy is away. i miss you:(.

OMG,you've helped me a lot:P, thank you <3

Xx

OMG I MET JACOB BLACK!

okay i dengan along and mak jalan2 nk beli barang2 dapur kt jusco au2. then as we were walking, i go AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA ALONG!!! and shes like what? and i said " OMG THAT'S JACOB BLACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!" and shes like wherreeeee. i showed her. then shes like OMG ha'ah la. ARGHHHHHHh
theres this one guy masa tu, he looked EXACTLY like jacob black i'm not kidding. hes like mix of malay and mat saleh mana taktau la. hahha .damnn it. muka sbijik i tell you. but unfortunately badan dia kurus and tinggi sgt. so tak sama la. but the face is like WOOOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH JACOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! okay i'll be able to sleep in peace tonight. YEAY;D. haha.
thank you stranger

current needs.

surprise surprise!!! somebody txted me goodnight last night. but i was asleep so i didnt reply you. but if i weren't too i woulnt be replying i think. its not that i'm being rude or whtever, its just that, yeah okay whtever. its so hard to not be thinking of it.
okay i dont know why but my hair is all falling out!!!!!!!!!!!!!! not just me. Naza pun is having the same problem. hahaha. damnnn it. mcm mana ni eh? i think i need this book urgently!!!!!grrrrhh.


Today is monday. i hate mondays. everyone hate mondays right? grrhhh. i slept early last night but i was still sleepy in class.
ohhh, ysterday was very tiringg. had great fun;D.






You guys have been a great help. thank you so much. I really needed all that. oh and happy belated birthday again to azura:). love you muah.

oh and not to forget, that someone who gave me advises. hee. nanti i'll teman you go shopping again alright?;D. and thanks for sending me home too.

Oh my god. while updating this, i went to the kitchen to cut some fruits. i accidently cut my finger:/


HAHA eew disgusting right,i knowww.

haih, nasib malang betul these past few days:S
better get going, muah

Xx ♥

come and go as you wish, sweetheart

well, i've been wishing for that it was just dreams whenever i wake up in the morning. unfortunately tht will never come true. it hit me so hard that i dnt knw what to do, where to go and who to turn to anymore. i know we were not taking it serious or whtsoever, but that doesnt mean you cn do as you wish. the pain is indescribable. its very difficult to get all this out from my head and to accept this fact. its painful to see the pictures. tears run down my face just by thinking of it. it jst happen so fast. i keep thinking about this whenever my eyes are opened. it jst wont go away. this is just so hard and unacceptable. its just so hard and it gets harder when you make it sound so easy. all of this are just some bullshits and totally meaningless to you. its unfair, you don't play around with people's feelings. i may only be 16 yrs old at age, but i'm still a human being, with a heart. its weird, how could you even have the heart to do this. i need to learn to accept all this and i have to accept it, no matter what, sooner or later i will. hopefully.
Dear God, please give me the strength to go through all of this over again. it was hard enough the last time, but it gets harderrr this time.
Sayang, i will cherish our moments together and everything we had in my sweetest memories.

this song helped me, in a way.


I'll say you never hurt me and took it as learning, and laugh about the good and the bad

speechless.

i'm a human being. i have feelings. why oh why? why do you have to lie? you have no rights to do this to me. i shouldnt've trusted you in the first place. i'm an idiot, for trusting you. its unfair. i feel stupid -.-' and used too.
it kills to see the pictures.
awwwh you guys are so sweet.
thank you.
i jst dont know wht to say anymore. how could you:/

shut up

what the hell is wrong with me ?haha. its almost 12. and i'm listening to chris brown's songs. prghh.

okay so this week is the 3rd week of school. form 5 and form 3 students has started their intervensi. haha.sorry for you guys. everything is going well i guess? yeah yeah okay. one thing i realized, being in form 4 is funnn! well maybe for the start je. entah .ahah. but like reaaaallly really tiring. i don't mean physically, but MENTALLY. not joking.wohooo. i'm hating you BLOOD SUCKER! you you you yeah you mosquitoes, more and more each day. eh no Edward Cullen, i still love you no matter what, please do bite me and turn me into one of your kind too PLEASEEE. err wht am i crapping here ?haha. grhh THESE mosquitoes just won't leave me alone. babi punya nyamuk2 sekalian.

okay i'm so blank:S.
GOODNIGHT<3

now the story is played out like this!

i miss kenny roger's muffins. this is delicious. i feel like eating muffinssss.


i dont seem to have the mood to blog. kenapa eh ?

today ada merentas desa. i got sunburneed like really badlyyyyy!dah hitam teruk sgt taktau nk describe mcm mana. i didnt exactly run. hihi. walk jela kan;p. haih. finishes at 4. it was fun though. i carried a cat while walking! the cat was sooooo cuteee geram sgt.
so, kluar gate skolah, the driver didnt pick me up. AGAIN. babi betul. walked home. well didnt exactlyy walk. haha. half way ada manusia kasi tumpang. kebetulan dia lalu situ. it was a huge embarrassment that he had to see me in my uniform. HAHAHA. and like i was all sweaty and stinky;p. smpai rumah kena bahan dengan my mum and my along. both of them were like "ohh kebetulan ke mmg dah call dia dulu" with the perli perli gelak2 sengih2 way. i mean like eh nooooo. i called you guys to pick me up but you guys said taknak. so i walked home la. and kebetulan jumpa dia kt situ. it was a coincidence! a lucky oneee. sounds like it was all planned, but seriously noooo. mmg kebetulaaan. betul tak tipuuu. i was just luckyy:D.
haha hm yeah okay. grrh tomorrow is Thursday! yeayyyy! oh btw, thanks a lot for the ride home and really sorry menyusahkan:P


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Oh today is Azura's birthday!! You are now sixteeen! may all your wishes come true, may Allah bless you and semoga panjang umur okay?:D. oh btw, i can't give you my putin. really truly madly deeply sorry. hes my precious and my eternity boyfriend. sorry kak;p. Oh btw, I love you so much:). Have a blast birthday;D


-theres been too much of this lately:/

xx ♥

that's not it.

I am NOT pms-ing. grrrrhhh! and its obviously not funny.

oopsies

Well, I got into Pure Science class instead of account's class! woooh;)

Oh, Biology class was quite fun and interesting. Hope it would still stay fun and interesting:D


Haha this man reminds me of someone;p

I miss you:(

Muah♥

First Day Of School!

hmmh, it wasn't so bad:). my english teacher said i looked slimmer*. HAHHA yeaaaaaay berjaya berjaya. more weight to lose though.

okay so today has been a really depressing day! I shall say that i was not in my best mood. so, whoever yang terkena tempiasnya tu sorry lah ye. maaf bnyk2.

wooooh, form4 is getting scary-ier. i don't know if it really is as scary as told by my teachers. or they jst want to creep you out.

What a surprise, i'm taking Principal Account. wooh! haha weird kan? well yeah okay. so i'm taking principal accounts with economy and visual art. heh. okay don't really wanna talk about thisssss cause i'm jst getting my mood back:). thanks to my friends yg kasi all opinions and all. thanks to daddy:). thanks to johan;D.

I better go now, mak dah bising!

Muah♥

2010 :)

HAH can't believe its the first day of year 2010. haih, gonna miss 2009;(. But whatever. I'm really excited to see whts ahead of me. err or should i say, not really. heh;S. hmm okay. so ysterday went to KLCC. nk tgk sherlock holmes. but instead, watched cirque du freak: The vampire's assistant. agak bodo la movie ni. but hes cute, so never mind. haha.

So, new year's eve. Had dinner with Naza:). then later err i need to fast forward things.HAHA. ------------------------

Kakak adwina picked us up. went to Bukit Bintang. teman diaorg dinner at ths arabic restaurant named Naab which is located right in the middle of jln Bukit Bintang. It was all cramped and full of HUMANS!!!!!!!! lepak2 kjap. then went to pavilion's entrance. a great crowd there and you cn barely breathe! okay. It has been the best new year i've ever had so far;D. thanks to kak Adwina and Johan:). You're the first;p. okaayyyy i shall fast forward everything. ahaha---------------------
went home then, couldn't sleep. hee :)




comel kan?;p

Okayyyy, 2010 Resolution:

1) better start focusing and take my studies seriously. like really, not kidding. result dah teruk baru nk sedar. pffttt

2) lose mooooooreeee weight. need to be done before June 12th, HAHA;D

3) need to appreciate loved ones more.

4) need to belajar gelak mcm perempuan melayu terakhir sbb many has complained about it, HEH;p

5) LESS shopping. if its possible la. haha

6) jgn membuli dan jgn dibuli

7) tolerate fools more gladly:)

8) Turn in my homework on time

9) Karma has got me, so i'm hoping to not repeat the same mistake again.

10) Be a good girl:)

thts about it kot:D.

Happy New Year! Enjoy getting a year older. and, yeah:D

Slept at 4.00 AM and woke up at 8.00 AM. then went back to sleep at 11 till 12 smthing. i never get my goodnight sleep anymore;(.

Went to Pavilion. only god knows how boring it is to go to the same place again and again. rasa mcm nk bomb pavilion! four of us had lunch together at Nando's and went karaoke for the last timeeeeee before school starts.
I'm gonna miss you guys;(




VERYY tired, and sleepy. GOOD NIGHT~

Muah♥