it takes time to realize,

Wohoooo! well as you all know, spain won last night;). awesome wasn't it ? a great match. well i didn't really get to watch it haha but well yeah okay.



Nothing interesting happened today. well apart from having fun in class. haha. great fun heh. i just realised that you cn really go crazy and easily distracted being in my class haha:D. Bio teacher said that nxt week we'll have frog dissection! OMG can't wait! it sounds kinda scary and disgusting at the same time, but it would be funn i think, yes hopefully. Biology classes are getting more INTERESTING each day. wonderffffful.
was on my way to sleep actually, but couldnt seem to fall asleep though. so yeah okay.

This is what happened. You adore that person so much. it could be just anyone, your friends, your best friends, teachers, relatives or just anyone. you made him/her your idol. you like everything about that person. you respect that person very much. but in the end he/she ruined everything. he/she are the one who will totally change everything and make it vice versa. i mean like, yeah you want people to respect you, but you should respect other people too. We are normal human being right, so its okay to make mistakes. but if you want to say something or whatever, wether its something positive or negative, make sure you do it the right way. you need to think what you're gonna say before it actually came out from your mouth, and plus when you are someone who is matured and old enough to differentiate whats good and whats bad. words could kill. and plus, you are someone who is well respected, but i don't see it that way now. and the respect towards you will slowly fade. well i'm not perfect. and still young to even give my thoughts, but that doesn't mean that you're better than me.

some people are really smart and clever, but they can't think about the little things in life. kalau pandai gila belajar smpai tinggi2 tapi tak bole think outside the box tak guna jugak kan? pitty them.

ohh and yeah, got to know lots of new people recently and its pretty amazing to see how nice and cruel a human being can be. its really hard to see whos being sincere and honest kan nowadays. you can't just simply trust anyone. so, don't. or you'll regret it sooner or later.

OH MY GOD. Eclipse is out! wanna go watch it right away but have to wait till nxt week;(. so excited to see jacob<3 and edward<3, oh and bella too. lalala~

you're so fcked up.

muahs<3

This new chapter

Well okay i'm gonna let it all out here.

So its like this

It has only been a while since we've got to know each other right? hee yeah. I was so messed up and miserable but you brought me up. You helped me a lot actually heh thank you:D. The way you treated me amazingly, the more you've made me longing for you to be by my side. As time flies by, we got closer i guess? yeah yeah. was nice knowing you. a great shoulder to lean on. I abandoned you without words and explanations. I'm really sorry i did so. I know its my fault. but you could've told me earlier. then i wouldnt make a fool of myself.i feel really stupid. you want me whenever you want me and tht was it. or you just don't need me anymore, yeah that's more like it. sad right. hmmh. but whtever we're still friends,we're just not like before. i really miss that. i'm full of regrets now, but thres no use of regretting. you've made your decision i guess. so this is it.

i miss how you used to sing me to sleep
You brought me up, yet you're taking me back down.
amazing how fast people change right ?
Its all done.


you're the only one who could sing me twinkle twinkle little star and put me to sleep.
Another history



-The End of this Chapter♥