well, i've been wishing for that it was just dreams whenever i wake up in the morning. unfortunately tht will never come true. it hit me so hard that i dnt knw what to do, where to go and who to turn to anymore. i know we were not taking it serious or whtsoever, but that doesnt mean you cn do as you wish. the pain is indescribable. its very difficult to get all this out from my head and to accept this fact. its painful to see the pictures. tears run down my face just by thinking of it. it jst happen so fast. i keep thinking about this whenever my eyes are opened. it jst wont go away. this is just so hard and unacceptable. its just so hard and it gets harder when you make it sound so easy. all of this are just some bullshits and totally meaningless to you. its unfair, you don't play around with people's feelings. i may only be 16 yrs old at age, but i'm still a human being, with a heart. its weird, how could you even have the heart to do this. i need to learn to accept all this and i have to accept it, no matter what, sooner or later i will. hopefully.
Dear God, please give me the strength to go through all of this over again. it was hard enough the last time, but it gets harderrr this time.
Sayang, i will cherish our moments together and everything we had in my sweetest memories.
this song helped me, in a way.
I'll say you never hurt me and took it as learning, and laugh about the good and the bad
Saturday, January 23, 2010
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2 comments:
nina, i know how u feel. but honey, u get to get knocked down before u get back up again. don't wallow, k? everything happens for a reason. stay strong xxx
be a strong girl nina!!cheer up!!
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