Oh Hello !

Assalammualaikum readers ! wait, i dont think i have any readers anymore cause i havent update my blog since everr! haha okay.

Oh Hello ! Okaaay for some odd reasons, I've finally gotten my mood to blog again! after so long? i knowww right. the last post was last year, world cup:'). awww. Okay honestly, i myself can't seemed to find the real reason why i'm finally blogging again. oh and guess what, i have my exams tomrrow. its the Intervensi 1 ! ahh crap. okay okay whateves. you know what, i miss crapping in my posts, aww:).

Ohh and this year, Alhamdulillah, i've started wearing Hijab. for good, insyaAllah:).

Welll okay. soo its 2011. and today is the 13th of February. which means, tmrrow is the 14th and its Valentine. time flies so fast. didnt realize that its february and in a few days time, there comes March.

Chloe gave birth to 4 beautiful kittens on the 7th of October 2010. unfortunately, 2 just died. Blackie died on Monday and Sheba died on Thursday. 2 kittens in a week. you have no idea how depressing it was. the other two, Contessa and Puffy are hospitalized cause the virus that attacked Sheba and Blackie was spread easily and really quick. so far, thres no calls from the animal medical center. hope they'd survive, i cant afford to lose another kitten:'( .
*Rest in peace Blackie and Sheba. love you to bits okay:'(

things have changed so much. i miss how things used to be. how people used to be. okay moving onnn.

I have a feeling that i've been cursed ever since 2010. whenever it is the early time of the year, i'd face many challenges. okay i know this is dumb. i'm only turning 17 this year, what great challenges could i possibly be facing right? gosh. haha .but yeah believe it or not. okay so i'm going through a lot of challenges. school, being in the 5th form, SPM, and yeah my personal life. things can't be any worse for now. like seriously. but Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me the strength to go through all this. i know i know i'm 17 but i've gone through so much in my 17 years of life so far. like so much. i've experienced a lot of things, learned a lot of new things, met a lot of new people and i've also lost a few. i really don't know wht to expect now, and in my future days.

Okay sooo now, i shall get over the past and focus on whts ahead:). it may take some time but alah time will tell, i believe in that. and I'm sure God has better plans planned out ahead of me, insyaAllah.

i think i'm done here. but i just HAVE TO STATE THE OBVIOUS HERE.

How can people be so cruel and jerky? Oh well, met thousands out there who are just like you, JUST LIKE YOU. kenapa semua nk kena sama je? aiyo.
kBye


Lovesss♥

Muah