i need a time machine!!

you might think this is weird, but yeah I did went to bed. didnt managed to SLEEEP. and I came back here again. haha. silly. I dont really know what to talk about. right now its 1.54 and there's no one i can really talk to. but yeay hes back! finally you're awake!haha. haih bosannya.

soooo, what can we talk about? its somwhere in my head. it just wont pop out. oh wait.... oh yessssssssssssssssss~
i just realize that "eh dah habis PMR ye?". HAHAHHA. baru perasan. *mengada.

eeee i'll be in form4 next year. and that is UNCOOL! i wanna go back to the time when i was just 13!! had real fun that year. haha. i seriously dont want to grow up and get any older! PLEASEEEE

okay so form4 is gonna be totally different. like VERYYYY different. i'm really scared. we'll be put off into different classes depending on our PMR results. and that pretty much sucks. might be apart from my classmates. HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE? i hardly know anyone from other classes. haha. that is for being ANTISOCIAL. so nxt time, be friendly okay? eh tp bukan antisocial lah .ahah. its jst that i'm a very shy person. i'll talk when you start the talking. hihi;p. okay so be serious now, FORM 4!!!!! oh my god. i hate it when people ask "aliran apa nnt nk ambik?". and before i could answer they would say "mesti pure science kan?". first of all, please let me answer. secondly, WHY OH WHY? why pure science? well for your info, i'm not a BIO person. so i'll hate myself for taking pure science. even though everyone says "science ada masa depan". eh hello? orang ambik arts pon ada masa depan jugak lah. they can still continue their studies. tht is if they want to. actually kan, semua ada masa depan. its just a matter of nak and taknak and how you do it. tu jee. but no art is not my first option. haha.

I want to be an architect. why would i want to study BIOLOGY if so? i better take Engineering Drawings lah kan? thts my first option. my second option is Reka Cipta *err.takde kene mngena. haha. then third is art. only these 3 options yg ada kena mngena dengan my ambition, well 2 actually. BUT, haih . sedap hati je buat option sndiri. hahah. everything is based on our PMR results. apa boleh buat:/. but i really hope that i'll get into my first option.

i better get going. the pain is BACK!